Tipsy Tipsy

I LOVE YOU!!!
see! i love you lots lots!!

i'm in a bit of a tipsy mood now. due to insufficient sleep (u go sleep! u go sleep! u go sleep!)

i promised not to be emo. But i emo-ed last night^^ biiiiiiiiiiiiiig emo. have to thank sara leong for breaking the emo mood with "weeeeeii! i totally forgot about the quiz la! where's the question?????!" at 1 sth in the morning. LOL u rox la woman!!

i have a question: i don wana be emo anymore. but if i don, i'm not human right?

i wana be the happy bubbly noisy talkative care-less& care-free argue-till-i-win girl that i used to be. that's the ALEXA.


omg late for class! gotta run!

"i love you!" bluek! dont say it when you dont mean it. that's really disgusting.
I wonder why friends like to take advantages of their friends.
Yess. that's the word. ADVANTAGES.
i really feel like killing people now.
What is religion? Religion is SUPPOSE to be a teaching which teaches you to be a better person.
Whats the use of ACTING like damn devoted to your religion when you cant even be a basic person with basic values. Whats the use of worshiping your God and always ask Him to forgive you when you make mistakes, when you never even try to be a better person?! Whats your right to ask Him for forgiveness?!
What's the use of friend? friend is not for you to take advantages just for your info. They are human who happen (unfortunately) to be in ur life and walk you through part of your life.
Some ppl might be a bit self centered but they have clear brains not to take friends for granted. and yet, some people who seem to be very nice on the outside, are not the most truthful friend on earth. They gain your trust, be nice all the time, take you for granted, and take you for granted, and take you for granted, and take you for granted until one fine day you cannot tahan and burst, you are the culprit who ruined the friendship not him/her. coz he/she is owez vr nice.
wtf is wrong with these people!!!! i pray they go to hell.

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i'm damn angry now like reeeeeeaaaaaaaaallllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy angry and emo! good night!

heehee^^

i am not going to tie my hair

i am not going to tie my hair

i am not going to tie my hair

i am not going to tie my hair

lesson learnt today: tie hair(pony tail) + sweat = BOTAK(front view)!!!!

***

Yea i was that bored in Developmental Psych~

if only Puan Fatima could stop "alexandria what do you think... alexandria what do you think?" and smiled slyly. the name is alexandRA wtf! then "Saraaaaa... hmm? Saraaaa?" and she continued eating her ikan bilis bread =.="

let me fak hiao for a while la har^^

i was drunk
somebody please buy me this doll house!! its so pretty!!

our favourite room

room number 22, Redbox, The Curve

see so big the screen~

the room oso vr big for 3 person lo!

~the end~

Stupid Day

Today was a stupid day. I started off by blogging in the morning out of boredom. I didnt even want to move my butt to college. But then I had to drag my lazy body out of my cozy bedroom, went out to the scorching sun, sat in my black car which nearly got me melted, and drove through the bumpy road to college. KL road sux to the max.

When I arrived college, only to realize that Sara couldnt make it for class. ppfffttt.Got some CF meeting. booohooooo dont they tell earlier if there's meeting!!! nonsense! ok I was angry for one long minute. So I sat through the funny bald Mr. Kannan's class alone for one and a half hour, listening to stuff I've learnt in EN102. FXXX. Sorry I really have to say that. Luckily the guy with a funny voice in front of me asked me stuff or else I think I was mute for 3 hours, inclusive the time I drove alone, in the bus alone, then walked to the bus stop alone and on the bus alone. I didnt even speak to anyone! OMG! I was deprived! I wanted to talk to the African guy beside me coz I cannot tahan the silent me!!!. hahahahaha!

anyway, work was not fun also today. Siaw Wei not there. boohooooooo~ She's on lift for 1 week. I had to deal with the English section all alone coz Teacher Pat was located inside the big room. How am I suppose to concentrate marking higher level's work when all the little kids, who need assistance while doing their work, swarm to my table?! I was very... very... very... very... frustrated.

But when I reach home, I found this at my bedroom door!

pretty wedges!!!

Its dark gold! Its super nice! Ok that cheer me up lots lots! ok i dono why i owez got this yuan fen(fate) with wedges~ lalalalala~

last night's dinner taken by the dudu choo kok wui->not pro punya angle

eh but can see my slutty nails!^^ and my bag which nearly killed me!

this angle taken by very pro me.

to end my stupid day, I went to curl my hair, did my nails, put make up, and decided to be a slut for 5 minutes. (dont believe what you see, see what you believe).

k la at the end of the day, Tin brought good news. SUJU IS COMING TO TOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rock on rock on mari mari!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid day! herk!

I are bored
I are bored
I are bored
I are bored
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the time now is 12.14pm and the princess is still in her beautiful pyjamas.
alaaaaaaarrr I'm so sleepeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
screw the hot weather!!!!!

oh yea, last night we had crab for dinner! nothing but crab~ nice nice!
lazy upload pics la~ no pic oso~got 1 pic la. hands vr dirty and i was too tired and lazy to cam-whore. i was sooooooooo tired until my brain stopped functioning.
very nice la very nice except for the bloody long wait for the King to come~ *kills you*

and things are not very good between her and him. siiiiggghh~ i hope i can help but i dont know how. i feel so bad laaaaaa. but i dont know what to do laaaaaa. how i wish i can knock some sense into him. and hope she will be ok la. Ding dong cheer up!!!!

k la i gtg bath wangi wangi and go college. siiiiiiiigh public speaking~ oh mr kannan shaved his hair bald. can go and have a good laugh.

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to you:

be truthful to your feelings

need not afraid

even though there are consequences

do it anyway~

keep your promise

make her trust you

let her have faith

even though you might get hurt

do it anyway~

for if neither one is blunt enough

to pour out words kept in your heart

both suffer

and problems arise

she is vulnerable

you are a man

protect her in anyway you can

but dont you ever hurt her yourself

for no one can hurt her as deep as you can

believe it or not

she can live without you (^^ i think you can! you know who you are~)

do what you can now

or live in regret.

k laaa that's all i can say la. i wish i can say it into your face la~ but i'm not in the stand to do that.

So i shall pray pray hope hope wish wish that finally someday you'll be enlightened and experience insight and the "ah-hah" moment and make her happier.

shit i'm so late!!! bye bye!!!

=(

On one beautiful morning, Umbrella went out of the house happily to get rid of the fats on her big butt. She then met up Sushi, Handbag and Purse.

The four of them were talking about stuff, not too personal stuff but all of a sudden, Sushi asked a question.

"How far have you gone with a guy?"

an instant of silence.

Then Umbrella and Handbag were somehow forced to say something and then the attention turned to Sushi.

Sushi's eyes glowed and smiled a bit. She kept the others in anticipation and then blurted "ok mine is the worst~"

-details has been censored-

summary: a 13 year old girl has been practicing foreplay with an older guy who is not even her bf. and she's enjoying it.

Purse came late and heard the most grueling part of the story. The young purse became frighten and walked away. Umbrella sensed the uneasy atmosphere and walked with Purse leaving Handbag to deal with Sushi.

***

Somebody please tell me what is going on with the world?! She's seriously clueless about what is self-respect and sexual harassment. Please this sounds like she's too naive and that guy should be castrated but if anyone who's there will know best. The glowing eyes, contented smile, the words used, the tone of the speech, all of them supported one fact-- she is proud of it.

There's another girl in the group who's pretty naughty and wild. She can be the mean-est bitch in school and really do have the power to ruin somebody's social life. She is really wild on the outside, with tonnes of colour-ed hair, heavy make-ups at a tender age. She is damn annoying in class and holds no respect for elder people. Even though there's a thousand reasons for me to despise her, I do respect her for she has value. She has respect for herself and no one touches her or he'll get a string of rude words and middle finger. Worst case? she might even get the whole school to hate you.

Sushi as i know, is an obedient girl on the outside but a rebellious bitch on the inside. I'm disgusted by the story. very very disgusted.

1. She has just hit puberty and is only 13.
2. The guy is her bf and bf stands for Beneficial Friends.
3. She considers the foreplay as a benefit given by the guy.
4. The whole thing happened in a school, a place where proper education are expected to be given to young people.
5. In a school, open air corridor.
6. She lied to her parents.
7. The guy older than her,is an animal.
8. The older brother who is totally aware of it and kept quiet, is more than a stupid bloody jerk.

I have one question though, is that all her fault?
Please dont just say "aiyaaa I heard so many stories like that adi la. 12 years old oso do adi la what's the big deal~"

Please tell me what is going on with this world.

I are sad =(

Bimbo Talk

we were in Pizza Hut. while eating... Sara looked up from her Pasta and asked the most alarming, most classic, most bimbo question ever.

"Eh do people eat SHEEP MEAT?"

Alexa and Ben went !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ................................

Killing Me Softly

The first week of new sem had just ended. 1st week for ADP is always Shopping week. Therefore, I've done my shopping for subjects and next week real studying and lecturing begins. So me and Sara decided to take World Religion, Intro to Research Methods, Developmental Psych and Public Speaking. World Religion is ok, tho the lecturer quite strict but that's good. We wont need to do last minute preparation for finals. Intro to research methods thank god we got Mr Franklin who's very funny. Its a very dry subject so yea. But I heard he's quite strict after several classes. Oh well, I think I can manage that. Developmental Psych, Puan Fatima X.X she failed 2/3 of her Human Personality class last semester. Wish me and Sara luck please. Public Speaking we've got Mr. Kannan. haha he's quite good wat. why's everybody complaining about him?! at least he took notice of our boredom and made us do some activities.

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I washed my car all by myself this morning as I really couldnt tahan my car's filthiness. As I was washing, I couldnt help but think of how we were connected. Car, or rather, cars. Yea, that was the only place where we talked about ourselves, like really talked, no fooling around. Once we stepped out the car, we dont talk like we did in the car. I like to sit in the car you drove. I was always sleepy in your car. Then you would ask me about my future plans, and you would tell me yours. You would gossip stuff and tell me what you think about everything, and I would laugh along. Not to mention that I would always debate and argue with you till you felt like slapping me and then say "k la u win u win la~". With the car, you would bring me to places we need to go, then we'll go places to eat and hang out. With the car, you would drop by my house. With another car, I would drop by your house. By the cars, we would go out and meet somewhere then go to other places together. I just realized how important these cars are to me.

-drifting apart-

I also remember having zillion of chances to be in that car but I just refused to grab those chances. Only now that I realized, those chances are not coming back anymore. I didnt know what you mean by "lets go makan. I'll go get you at your house". Until now, I still dont know what it mean. But I guess I dont wana know anymore. For several times, I've cling onto my pride so tightly that I think I've over-do it. Now is the time to repay for the pride used against you.

Like I've promised, I'll continue to be who I am to you, and you will continue to be who you are to me. Only then, I realized its not that easy. I didnt know its gonna be this hard.

For you~

-there's nothing I could say to you, nothing I could ever do to make you see, what you mean to me-

***

emo-ness is killing me softly. I was in a very good mood for the entire day until I saw your name. Killing me softly, with your name.

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just read and comment. Dont ask why what happened and who's involved.

My Day

today is my day. After buying text book for World Religion, we happily walked out of KPD E and there at the entrance, we met cute guy number 1. Him with his killer smile made my legs go jelly when we were talking. teehee^^ and finally Sara agrees that he's cute! yay!!!

When we reached Main Block, we went straight to the Registry to register our subjects. Thats where we met cute guy number 2. He cut my line coz he need his invoice since he already enrolled his subjects.Since he's so leng zai let him 1st la so i can sit there and admire him for awhile hahahahaha!

and then...

we decided to go Bangsar to have Banana Leaf Rice and Sara's going to drive. while we were walking to her car, which is quite far and the sun is scorching, a black car pulled up in front of us and the window winded down. We know he's looking for parking but i dono why i said "sorry we're not leaving, do you have parking voucher?" *alexa goh are u stupid! u're not leaving then why bother looking for parking ticket?!* sara: "we're leaving la!". then Sara went on to describe her parking and i was vr pissed with the scorching sun and blamed him for making us stand under the sun for so long. then sara said "the car is vr far..." he said "i fetch u there" and he opened the door and pulled the car seat in front. *his two doored car* i was soooo eager to get into an air-conditioned car avoiding the sun so without 2nd thought i just hop in and let Sara sit in front. By the time he started driving, I begun to study the interior of the car. I dont know what car is that but the gear is vr chun. His back seat was a mess. There's an e-marketing textbook, his phone and his wallet opened lying there. Then I started to look at him. Sparkling big eyes with sufficient lashes, sharp and high nose, lips a bit thick but red and sexy. He's wearing a black Renoma T-shirt with a pants i assume is from Billabong or Quicksilver. He's cute guy number 3 yoooohooo!!!! *gosh i cant believe i've observed that much in about 1 minute*

so after a minute, we finally reached Sara's car and I have to wait for Sara to get out of the car so he can pull the seat front to let me out. So while waiting for Sara to go down, he turned, blinked his left eye and smiled. he chuckled! omg i was going to faint at the spot. I couldnt even get out of the car properly and i knocked my head.

After getting into Sara's car i still couldnt cool down and i was in a mess. I was too hyper that i went and "yooohoooo" ppl to get parking voucher. how embarrassing!

After having lunch and teman Sara went threading, we went back to main block to meet Sarah and teman her enrol subs. There i saw my cute guy number 4,twice!. My cute guy la not Sara's. teehee!

so today's my day^^

-the end-

Rant: Brainless Talks

So I went to The Place and did The Thing I do every normal Sunday morning. I went taekwondo training just in case you think I went to sell my body. Today's training was WOW. Everybody's back from holidays and the hall was soo packed with...people, yea. And Chris Ho is back from Australia. Good to see him back though I never talk to him except "Hi" and "How to do that???" and "Thanks". Anywayz, running 20 rounds around the hall is a torture as usual but with The Girls its different. All The Girls are back!

so while we were doing our little catching up while running (yea we ran okay!),

this person was talking about this guy whom she's very close to. Apparently this guy has a gf but she ignored the fact and continue being close to him. Of course its the guy's intention to get close to her since she's pretty and rich. There were a few dramas involving the girlfriend and her, like you guess, gf jealous, tell her off and did some bitchy stuff to her. It struck me when she said "what like its my fault?? he's the one getting close to me calling me 'baby' and 'sweetie' and how's that my fault?" *rolls eye*

I didnt even wana comment about it at that moment so that we could continue running without fighting. I wanted to say:

"Are you a dumbass without a mind?? You can just simply tell him off and move on with your life instead of getting into those dramas and act like you're a lil innocent girl in front of the gf. You just have to admit you wanted his attention and everybody's envious comment that you're going out with the head of xxx club who is freaking rich. Lying to parents with some excuses and staying back in school with him only in the evening is very lame, lame enough to laugh the whole world to death ok. "

whyyy! I dont understand why!

Speaking of bitchiness,

another girl was telling me about her school and bitches in her school. And so she was complaining that there are tonnes of bitches in her school. She later added "Its ok with the bitches coz sometimes I can be pretty bitchy but its those non-bitches who tries to be one that are annoying."

I wanted to die on the spot after listening to that, knowing that she's a very decent girl with good grades in school and her mum and my mum are friends.

I wanted to say:

"Excuse me, if that's the case then you should be the most annoying person on earth. You obviously cant be a bitch and dont want to be one and you ARE trying to be one now. Yet you're complaining about others. Now what? Bitches are cool in school?!"

I dont even know what's the definition of bitches. Probably,

-those who are more dominant, always speaking their minds and want everything their way are bitches.
-Or those who wears branded from top to toe, and yell "ohhh i broke my nails you retard!" when playing basketball are bitches (oh no those are bimbos~).
-Or those who wave their hand in certain way when they talk and use the word "like" excessively with a weird slang.
-Or those with a group of so called "wannabes" swarming around them doing every single command the "Queen" asked them to.
-Or maybe "bithces" are labeled to people who are just normal girls who happen to have a bit of social luck but they are not perfect so one fine day they said something wrong to those jealous lame people and they simply label them as The Bitch.

According to dictionaries, bitches are female dogs. That simple.

If I have to more to say, I'll go into labeling. I haven got to the wannabes and bimbos yet. But I shall say no more in case I get murdered.

Go get a brain people-
peace <33

Thanks

ps let the emo queen emo for one last time and she shall be away for quite a long time coz she's taking 6 subjects in one semester and she's going to work. wish her luck and hope she's still alive by May when she have sem break.

***

For you may not know what you've done,

thank you for being there
thank you for listening to every single thing i have to complain about
thank you for arguing with me
thank you for nagging me to study everytime i'm slacking
thank you for scolding me for doing work last minute-ly

thank you for letting me know my short comings
thank you for giving me a hand when i needed it
thank you for your forgiving
thank you for having to put up with the clumsy me
thank you for teaching me stuff
thank you for being nice
thank you for standing tall always, protecting me
thank you for leading me
thank you for putting arms around my shoulder when i needed it most
thank you for listening to all my stupid rants
thank you for crapping with me when i'm hyper
thank you for all humor and rubbish

thank you for fulfilling my demanding demands
thank you for all sarcasm
thank you for letting me know i'm important too
thank you for being a stupid blur ding dong yourself
thank you for letting me scold you whenever i'm angry
thank you for being a happy person
thank you for making not useful suggestions just to ensure me that you're listening
thank you for just being you.

everything is just too good to be true.

I shall remember every bits of our friendship. I'm ashame of myself for considering to forget about it and move on already. But that's not what a friend does to a good friend. I will continue being who I am to you, and you will continue being my great friend. We shall grab every moment we have before I leave, physically.

In case you dont know, you're having my wings and i thought i needed them to fly away,emotionally, fly away from you and never look back. But its ok now. You can keep them with you and I'm not going anywhere anymore.

if i can breathe next to you

Tag: Your Dreams After 10 Years

A very nice tag by Tin

In 10 years time I'll be 28. Hopefully I've finished my Forensic Psych with Master's OR Clinical Psych with Psych D and people will be calling me Dr. Goh (which to choose, will fall to my decision 10 years earlier which is NOW, at the age of 18).

I'll be living in a self-owned apartment with my own interior design and shall be driving the Volkswagen i bought for myself for my 28th birthday.(yea dream ooooooooooooon~)

I dont expect myself married coz i expect myself working my ass off and on my way to the tip of my career, but, I'd love to have a lovely partner whom I'll share part of my life with. My lovely partner will also be busy building his career and we'll be sitting together,talking about our day, sipping wine in the evening. I expect a stable relationship with a hope to marry him ^^

By that time little Julius will be 20 and on his way to tertiary education and hopefully, he'll be as successful as his dear sister and as for Andrea, she'll be doing her stuff successfully too. And both of us can give money to papa and mami so they can retire and sit back and relax.

In 10 years time, I also hope I'll still be in contact with my stupid wild sexay sweet sour beautiful cute handsome hot gorgeous successful brainy rich friends.

as for the nature, I hope mosquitoes and lizards extinct and more greens. Kilang owners start using their brains not to throw toxic waste into the sea or river and kill cute dolphins in the oceans.

10 years time, there'll be cure for AIDS for innocent people like the products of the brainless adults but not for dirty irresponsible unfaithful rubbish. Hopefully, politicians will be enlightened by the Buddha and stop stupid wars that do no good but brings harm to innocent faithful citizens of theirs. They will also get back their brains and their soul upon retrieval of their troops.

From today on, after 10 years, hopefully people will start using their brains instead of being blinded by this bloody symbol $$$$$ and doing whatever they can to make as many $$$$s as they can without a single consideration of the nation, the earth and ironically, themselves.

******

do this tag! its something worth thinking about. =P

The Best Remedy for Boredom-- Read This!

Pendahuluan
date: as stated above
time: as stated above
weather: cold like its going to snow
mood: so-so~ a bit bored~
listening to: Someday I'll Understand by Britney Spears
just watched: Xiaxue's Guide to Life (pure rubbish but pretty funny)

I wouldnt have watched Xiaxue's Guide to Life if I'm not bored to death. In Alexa's Guide to Life, one of the best remedies to boredom is to watch Xiaxue's Guide to Life! It works to cure your boredom really!

Isi 1:
Alexa's thinking: Tin is in her gorgeous dress attending a damn formal dinner! *imagines her in that dress and thorough make-up and hair-do* nah~ better dont imagine^^ k la she must be pwetty coz she won the Snow White award for 2006 6s4 Award. oh and Gao Gui Xiao Jie (english dono call what la) Miss Elegant?! sigh~ who wouldnt look good after grooming.

Isi 2
I just went to a blog and saw a very gorgeous picture! *Sara kill me please* ok Sara & Andrea must be puking after reading that previous line but I'm just addicted okaaaaay~

According to this, addicted means to apply habitually ; to devote; to habituate.
reasons for Sara & Andrea to puke but me drooling at the picture:

1. Sara &Andrea do not ... habitually. or maybe they do but not to the same person. I do! that's why they puke and i drool.

2. Sara & Andrea do not devote anything not a single hair to this person. I do! *think of what i devoted* ok~ crap. particularly nothing. but still, brain power! i devoted brain power! that's why they puke and i drool.

3. Sara & Andrea do not make themselves accustom to ..., or to habituate. or maybe they do, again, not to the same person. I do! that's why they puke and i drool.

Note: "..." are highly sensitive words that cant be mentioned to protect privacy. But its as pure as white. Something like, missing somebody? (you're proven stupid if you cant figure it out)

Isi 3
Just this morning, I went to wash my hair out of boredom. Only then I realize that I've finished my very wangi Dove. I really wanted to wash my hair although I've washed it last night *psss that's why my hair so nice k~^^* Therefore, I simply grab my sis's shampoo to fulfill my crave. The liquid i squeezed out was green in colour, *eeeewwww* and the texture is like melted plastic. So cupping the green melted plastic liquid in my palm, I quickly rubbed it onto my hair and scalp. It smells ok.

By the time i dried it and began my boring day, I keep having this nice-scent-but-too-strong smell which I cannot cannot cannot tahan. Gosh its coming from my long untied hair. So for the entire day, I cant smell anything except for the oh-so-wangi Rejoice. irritating urgh! Besides, it made my hair as dry as wire! First time in my entire life, i got dry twisted-pair-wire hair! Very proud to say that I'm a very budgetary daughter who doesnt need much hair care. Just give me Dove and my hair shines like a rm500 hair-do. No conditioner, no hair mask. Not that I never try before but they make my hair worse. (To the director of Dove: You owe me commission for advertising your brand. Please contact me asap if you ever see this cause I'm very broke).*Tak tau malu punya.(Choo,2007)*

Penutup
I realize I really do crap a lot when my spirits are high. Today, its because of this particular picture. Even the stupid smell on my head cannot bring my spirits down. ^^ I'm as happy as the angels in heaven. Or are they happy working under Zeus's thunder bolt?

have a nice weekend people!

psst! you look nicely in black :)

Some Thoughts

day: as stated above
time: as stated above
currently playing: So Close by John McLaughlin
mood: so-so
promoting: Exploring Human Body starring Super Junior on YouTube (sth to laugh with)

First of all, Malaysia's politic is becoming more and more interesting (Linz, 2008). This implies to the current issue on newspaper headline-- 0ur dear Health Minister's involvement in a sex scandal and most crucial of all, its being recorded and distributed around Johor. He then decided to step down from all party's positions and waved the Cabinet goodbye, voluntarily. None of it are the decision of the Prime Minister or the Cabinet. He just thinks that's the best way to deal with it. And i salute him for his bravery, first, to admit the wrong doings and to step out of his positions which he had been working hard on for so many years. Not proud of the reasons that brought to this happening though.

Then there's this issue about guys. sigh. Guys are the mafan-est creature on earth. First, they act like they dont care. Then they blame ppl for not telling. Then they try to make things better. Thus making girls flatter. Then back to the oh-whatever! attitude again. And the circle never ends. (pls this does not imply to anybody's issue, just some random thoughts.)

As for me, myself, the Alexandra Goh, I've been walking in and out like a zombie and this is caused by the oh-so-mighty Insomnia. Its pretty scary how It can eat you up. I cant even comprehend what my friends were talking about during the day. All i could see was mouths moving into their phonetic shapes and i can only use my brilliant brain to guess what they're saying after approximately 3 minutes. Please let me live. Insomnia sux~

aight. good night people <33

Happy New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!
~have a great year ahead everybody~

had a great night counting down
my Digi line nearly blew off at the strike of 12am
I think my ears are half deaf than ever caused by overly loud music and cheers

other than last night,
just this afternoon, one of the very important lights just stop working, leaving me typing in mere darkness [which i find it quite irritating].

happy new year. 2008.
SO?
just another year, just another day.
does it make any difference?

poverty still exist. global warming is still a problem. terrorists still planning their next strike. politics are still as dark as ever. snatch thieves still walking freely under the sun. rapists still being as psycho as ever. corruption still happening every hour.

am pretty sure the rate of happening of these issues are very unlikely to decrease, let alone resolve.

while people were happily celebrating away, i saw a family mourning for their loved one.

u're still as stupid as ever.

so, happy new year everyone.

over promise under deliver :(

Dedication on New Year's Eve

On the last day of 2007, alexa wants to dedicate her last post of 2007 to her very stupid fren
TIN TIN TOH


I wouldnt be that messy without her.
look at our messy desks back in high school!

speaking of high school, for the entire two years, sitting with her is a pain in the ass coz we'll talk non stop and never paid the slightest attention to the poor teachers. when we're not talking, we'll be playing with our handphones.

the love for tvxq
and the random-ness together.

besides fooling around, we did have achievements being part of the committee of our society. there! the thing that kept us awake for the entire night.

again speaking of stupidity, nth could be stupid-er without her.

our favourite train station. the very unique Raja Chulan.

we fren fren

but we do fight sometimes

the fak hiao times

and we ate barley together.

at times, we slept over, made diamond, had picnics in class, ate maggi in the middle of the night, went tvxq concert and reng reng together. the best of all is we !@#W%$^%&$%^#$ together la.

a very amusing fact is that i really disgust Sg Wang la woman but that's the center point of my house and her house so everytime meet oso have to go there. hmph. but for this woman's sake, i can close my eyes and walk around there adi.

and also with her, we've won the Year 2006 6s4's besties award and the lesbian award [pls i'm, 1000000000000000% STRAIGHT]. k la wtf with the lesbian award but i would say our thank you speech is the bestest of the best.

so much the difference, so much the similarity.

words for the siap za po:
u go la u go antartic i oso don care la but pls come back and buy me presents and keep in touch and i'll be happy to cry in ur wedding and rmb, ur husband and my husband will drink kopi while our kids play in the playground together and we'll be talking about how our kids are so brilliant just like their mother.

make a great actuarists and get rich.

or maybe we shall own pavilion someday^^ u better be a good kaima to my kids and buy them tonnes of toys.

last but not least
THANKS
for being a...
siao za po
great friend
great company

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