New Year!

A brand new year is approaching. Welcome 2008 and farewell 2007.
2 days to embrace a new year. *sbd tell me wth is 321a23??? why i can never understand what choo kok wui's saying?! communication breakdown*
anywayz. its 46 hours and 18 minutes to be exact. k after typing that sentence, its 46 hours and 17 minutes adi. *and she continues counting down*

the point of this entry is to make new year resolutions

1. make use of the lovely planner my dear sis gave me

[u see, i can never teach myself to use a planner. I've collected tonnes of nice one but never use them]

2. the guitar must be learned by heart!

3. the piano pieces must be learned by heart!

4. not gona give a damn to tkd anymore
[i mean go to classes la but...haiz should i quit?]

5. lose weight
[pleeeeeeessss]

6. more effort in studies and stop fooling around adi.
[tin, make me a member of ur nerdy club pwis. really need my cgpa la or else i'll need to transfer to BPsych!!!!]

6. work
[time to find my own money to spend on my own d la. cannot kao daddy anymore la he's gona get heart attack]


more to be added...

Heartbroken

I'm very heartbroken now
who: TIN TIN TOH
when: 11:50pm 28TH December 2007
where: MSN
why: coz she's putting aeroplane and not flying to US with me anymore T.T

I'm going to starve and die there alone either on the cold streets in Minnesota or under the hot sun in Iowa.

Shattered

i'm more heartbroken today than ever. no this time its not broken. Its shattered. Broken into zillion of pieces. coz i just visited a blog where it had all the answers i wanted long ago. now i know. I've got The Answer. not the answer i wanted though. still, at least i got the answer. siggghhhh~

Updates!

*a lil christmas tree in my house*

first of all,

MERRY CHRISTMAS

to all beloved friends and family

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Pangkor trip was fabulous. Nothing can beat the quality time spent with my lovely family <33>

warning: Pic Spam!

teehee smexaay sistaa
beautiful sunset!
nyaahahaha candid!
bro dan saya
the silly lil bro serenity
oolala
take me awaaaaay~
alexa was here
b-e-a-utiful feel the breeze
wash my feet!
under the sun at the poolside
archery *sux*
sand drawing and the result~ tadaaa!
of sibling-hood
of sisterhood
they're experts in handling relationship. thus they've walked so far together^^
hornbills! *one was eating fries!* monkey eating our food at poolside!!
monkey daddy

that's all for today and there're more to come!

good night!

-the end-

of serenity and peace

A Song for You

So Close
by Jon Mclaughlin

You're in my arms

And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

so close yet so far.
almost pretending its for real.

Joyful Day

Joyful Day
On this day, before the joyful festive season, we finally met.

who:

Wee, Tin, Xa

us^^

xa and smiley

wee and xa
under the beautiful christmas trees

barley is good for health. eat it! (or are those barley?)
chukkikoya the weed
skinny fren, skinny leg, skinny jeans
look at the deco. ignore the person.

we saw:
Christmas Trees!!!

lovely mushrooms.

fabulous!!!
chun deco^^
sooo nice!

we ate:

Sushi King!

cheers~
spot the difference
notice the quantity consumed
we met:

Santa and Elves!

hohoho~ wee: omg she so leng lui!

we went:

Toys 'R' Us

xa:nah give you~

wee: i'm honoured.

xa:chukkikoya this woman!

tin: eeelllllkkk!
lovely umbrella!

Poh Kong

she re-pierced her ears (and she din cry)

Gong Wo Tong

our guai leng gou
and we watched:

Enchanted

The most romantic fairy tale of the decade.

a happy happy day :)

2ND Sem Ends

warning: Long Post ahead

its December. Christmas is around the corner. Holidays are finally here. Trips and gatherings are filling everyday. No college. No assignments. No EN102. Well holidays are always the best.
This semester, I've met two craziest women and a super bian tai guy on earth! oh well, that bian tai is far away in his beloved homeland-Korea eating cha jang myon now. As for the crazy women, they're prolly busy preparing for christmas in church. *CanyouimagineRacheldanceonstage?!* teehee. I've done a lot of super duper kwazzee stuff with these 2 in this sem.

oh who can run away from eating. But these 2, or us 3, surely eat a lot!

speaking of stupidity? well its just spice of life~




camwhore?? hahaha!

one of our mondays~bubbly monday!




and my very first korean friend-- the Da Bian Tai Jun Hyung!

thx to them, I had a wonderful long sem. Long sem is suppose to be dreadful but I had great company^^

sigghhhh rachel is not going to continue going to college~ I'll miss her muchos~

we need to keep in touch woman! we have a talk show to launch!!!!!

sweet sweet sweet spicy sour~ spicy sour~ spicy sour~~~~~

lastly, a big fat kiss~

MUUUUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!

Shop Till You Drop!
I din get to sleep as much as i wanted either! but today, its for a cause. A good cause, for me at least. coz its SHOPPING DAY! pfft. But we made a deal. Need to wake up early to avoid jam and get a perfect parking. therefore, we were all ready to go at approximately 10am.

Time: 10am
Date: 14th December 2007
Venue: KL Pavilion

Mummy need to sort out some stuff so she dropped me and my sis and went off to somewhere near daddy's office. Me and my sis? muahahahaha its not a good idea to leave us alone shopping.
Oh well, not that we'll buy lots of stuff and spend till daddy pokkai. We din even buy a thing!
We searched, we prey, we tried, and walked out. We spent the entire day there walking walking walking. We went to every corner of Pavilion. You really feel like owning every single pretty stuff you see, or at least i do^^.

In the end, the bill was the bomb that set my daddy heart attack. no, he din get a heart attack. Juuuuust kidding. oolala i have the coolest parents on earth! Loveeee you! MUUUUUAAAXX!

This Trench coat probably contributed the most to the bill. Its not really this one but...something like that. Its Gold with Gold buttons and its damn cool. I dono why I bought it. I might use it when I'm in US. Teehee! Its just too cool not to buy it. Mummy loves it too!
p/s: i sudd realize this doesnt look like mine at all. ok just an idea what a trench coat is. mine is 1000000000000 times nicer than this.
And this! is the 2nd contribution to the bill. Not! MNG sales mind you. Its just too nice^^
I wanted a bright red shirt and there it is. Right in front of my eyes. Its long and it goes well with the skirt. Weeeeee!!!
and haha. Skin food. My fingers dont look nice with the colour black. so greyish silver?
and a couple of black cool hoodie.
that's all for today. and i'm still as broke as ever. Pokkai laaaa! but i'm happy^^

shopping, the best cure for everything.

Emo Talk

today has not been any better either. I guess that's because i din get to sleep as much as i want. my 12 hours and 15 hours. I need to drag my lazy body to college today.
After college, i feel worse. Not that i have class today.

she asked me: "what do you really want?"
and i said :"i don't know"
she said: "its all your own decision.whether you want it enough to make u have the motivation to achieve what you want. and its gonna be hard."
and i went: "... ..."

do i really want that? I'm happy with now.Its just this stupid curiosity keeps getting into the way making me having these thoughts. "how nice if i know.....", "how will things be different if... ..."
Do i really want to change what i have now? I really CAN do that. I know i can,mind you. But this is different. This is the very very first time I'm feeling like that. Lost.
Lost, as in I've got everything planned but still one tiny little thing bothering me, and might ruin everything.

and then I had this weird dream while having a nap. I got the conclusion in the end, out of this dream. I've been protecting myself for too long now. I've gotta let go and learn to face the truth, good or bad, that's up to fate to decide.

how nice it was,when we were young, when things were not so complicated.

Clumsy Tuesday
I shall start from 12am in the morning. I was still struggling with Counseling Psych Chapter 12. I was beginning to like this subject actually but its just too hard to comprehend and put all the counseling actions into words. I studied till 3.30am and went to bed leaving chapter 13 and 14 for later in the morning. My exam is at 12pm, at least i think so. I woke up again at 8 sth to continue studying and i wanted to cry when i reach chapter 14.

It was already 11.10am when i left the pan mee place where i had breakfast. Late breakfast. I'd be sooooo late considering that finding parking at wisma HELP is pure waste of time. Still, i went there and tried my luck. No luck. I quickly dashed to the exit hoping i dont exceed 10 minutes. who knows the stupid ticket guy was not there and i had to wait for like 15 mins when he came back. and therefore, i waster RM2. it was 11.50pm when i left the bloody building.

I panic coz i'll be late for my exam. at least i thought so. I called Rachel and all and ended up parking at a reserved place in KPD E. Running towards wisma HELP again to my exam hall. I met Rachel at Level 5, which i thought is level 6.

When we reached level 6, we saw nobody at the corridor. We peeped into the exam hall and saw people doing exam. "Its going to end then we can go in" i said. then rachel said "what time is it now? shouldnt they be collecting the papers already?" uh-oh!

we went to level 5 DSA and asked some of our classmate and guess what! exam is at 2PM!!! i rushed for nothing! i sore my intelligent brain, overworked my healthy heart, cramp my legs muscles, messed up my hair for n-o-t-h-i-n-g. i felt so angry and depress at that moment. But i really received the e-mail from my tutor saying its at 12!!!!!

we din want to study so we went to Careersense and did our 1st IQ test. It was the easiest test--Domino's Test. it was so fun but i was too tired to function my brain--coz i sored it earlier.

the most exciting part
and so after the test and all, its really time for exam. So we went to level 6 and waited outside. I was holding my books, jacket and my bottle FULL of water. I was standing on my feet. i dont know what happened to me. i just let go of my hand holding the bottle, the bottle fell right on my toe and OOOOOUUUCH!!!!!mind u that bottle was full of water and imagine how heavy it is!!!!
yea...so my nail was cracked and i need to trim it off. eeeww! i couldnt even walk properly!

am i writing a looooooooooooong post? yea that's all for the clumsiness then~^^
happy holidays!

Stolen My Soul~ Stolen My Heart~

u stole my soul and u stole my heart~
u idiot! i want my soul and my heart back!
give it back to me now! NOW!!!!!
not fair la i also never steal yours! *pouts*
thief! I'm going to call the police and u'll land in jail, lock up forever so u cannot steal anymore!
or I'll see u in the court to claim back what is mine~
chukkikoyaaaaaaaa~~~

{amigoingkwaaazzee? oh wellz~ cs101 to be blamed}

*back to study. siggghh*

Stress Symptom

All middle aged men's greatest fear-- hair loss, is now MY greatest fear.
How can a girl have hair loss!!! what if one patch of my hair just botak like that?! blame the level of stress CS101 gave me. what stress? its just computer!
na-ah! there's a hell lot to memorize and nth seems to be going into my head. I've really been studying! REALLY!! but still~ oh wellz~
and tin i also dono why...exam comes but got a lot of semangat to blog...

Peace<33

Delayed Reaction-Delayed "Thank You"s

I'm getting bored with the "Computer Are Your Future" text book~
I suddenly remember i haven thank every one for all my birthday wishes, presents, hugzzz and kisses~

ok so here it goes~

THANKS!!!!~
Daddy *need i say more~bestest best daddyyyy~*
Mummy *need i say more...coolest cool mummyyyy*
Andrea *u know me best sistaaa!* <--she's my older sis! heehee~*gullible! bluek*
Julius *nyahahaha cute wan*
Tin *i'm lovin u*
Linz *thaaaaaaaanks for everything ^^*
Rachel *surprise pooper lol thx for the teddy bear*
Sara *thx! and pls don take my words so seriously heehee i wasnt really sad*
Jun *thx for the useful stick! i can punch anybody without hurting my fist now!*
Kok Wui *dolphins dolphins i'm lovin it!*
Marcus *muffin rox!*
Yernie and family *thx for everything all these years?!^^ we grew up together anywayz~*
Amelia *thx for everything!*
Bun Bun all the way from Singapore *u owe me a camwhore pic! when?!*
Dai Lou *thx for everything bro!*
Man Fai *you! don think u were my president u dai sai ah! heehee thx~*
Yoke Yang *i'm only 18 u old man! heehee~*
Brian Ong *too bad rachel doesnt wana deliver my present to u~ i really got u sth!*
Anne *after so many years^^ thx~*
Leon * you! stop emo-ing and get a life!! thx!!!*
Kevin all the way from Melaka *thx for everything~n JPop rox hhaha!*
Nick Kris all the way from nowhere^^* u stop bullying me and come back for classes!*
Pei Pei *got gan dong la after so many years^^*
Bobo Tan *chinese tea chinese tea! u owe me wan! thx!*
Dai Bo Jie *steamboat steamboat! hehehe i'll be free vr sooon!*
Dai Bo Hua *u! hehehe thank you!*

and a couple of belated-sss~ but still, thank you guys! love ya all!!! big fat kiss for each and everyone~MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!

and TVXQ sings : Thanks for everything~ and thanks u here~ lalalalalalala{somekoreanidonunderstand}

oh how can i not thank TVXQs Oppa! its one of the birthday present anywayz~ thx oppaaaa!!!

p/s: i've been using and eating and using all the presents given so its all spread out in my room so i'm quite lazy to pick them up one by one to take pics of them~ sorry! no pics! hehe~

*back to study*