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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Pleasant Surprise

Xa was very busy wrapping sweets for the next day's Club and Society Day. Although she's busy, her messenger was still on so she could discuss stuff with her partner Rachel. Suddenly, the sound indicator which alerts you when ppl msges you keep ringing as if thousands of ppl are talking to you.

*checks computer screen*

ah! its Thong. He added her into a conversation which consist of 3 participants.
Thong: juinn!!
C.K. : hello juinn!!!
Xa : Hello!! who's C.K. ? and ST?
C.K.: I am me
ST: I am him
Thong: He is me *wth!*
Xa: ????
Thong: Kit shut up la!
Xa: oh i know! C.K. is Chong Kit!!
Thong: yes yes!
Xa: then who's ST?
Thong: Siong Teng
Xa: who's Siong Teng? *trying to remember a girl called Siong Teng in primary 6*
Thong: Siong Teng, Juinn dont remember you
C.K.: yea don be sad
Siong Teng: so sad

*figured out who~ yuan lai is Pan Xiang Ding~ tell la earlier its Pua! then i know la~*

Xa: hey how are you guys??!!
Thong: fine la~ going to have exams...
Xa: i just chatted with u few days ago...Kit and Pua leh?? what are you guys doing?
Thong: kit in Pahang
C.K.: yea...
ST: I'm studying in Taylors
C.K.: he bluff u don believe him
Xa: eh Kit u really in Pahang? what are you doing over there?
Thong: 耕田 *grow rice in padi field*
C.K.: yea at kampung there
Xa: har really ah?!!
ST: wei u believe ah~
C.K.: no la i'm selling cd~
Thong: eh i'm studying in college
Xa: no la i saw u selling vcd in pasar malam
C.K.: eh no la that's me!
Xa: no la very short wan~
C.K.: yes! i'm very tall!!
Xa: Pua le?
ST: I'm studying hotel management in Taylors

*and the conversations goes on and on and on where most of the time Kit and Thong were fighting until midnight when the 3 decided to go yamcha*

such and unexpected surprise to "see" Pua and Kit again! the last time Xa really saw them was... last year's Sentul Basketball Match which was held in her school. Its so nice to chat with them especially about Kit being punished in the assembly when they were in Primary 6 ^^haha... after so many years~
cheers to the 3!


Monday, August 27, 2007

feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelings of the week


wah these few days/weeks ah so many things happened and so many stuff to do...
wana talk about emotions or feelings i've gone thru? its so mixed up^^ omg~ i can simply list out 5.

1st of all i'm always very hyper while planning our Food Busters with my dear partner Rachel and crew.
2nd of all i was damn stress (for nth) while preparing the props for UNRC.
3rd of all UNRC was fun and a success both happy and proud.
4th friends are flying overseas this month and T.T somehow it wont be the same without stupid Mary and Sin Liang in Malaysia. although we have high tech~ hey everybd's coming back in 2011!!!!! Tin, Mary, Xa, Liang, Jenshua...somemore who ah~~ must have big BIG biiiiiiiiiiig gathering that time~ *tin why do we have to be the lastest of last to leave~*
5th this is so complicated~ i can write a 1000 word essay for this.
oh yea 6th! how can i forget~ lectures starting~ no more shopping week...bllrrrr~






Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Little Did I Know

Summer holidays are ending in 3 hours time. Holidays? I've spent most of my holidays going to college everyday. Except for Mondays and some of the Wednesdays, other days were just meetings and trainings and mentoring. Just?!! No, not just. Although it may sound weird going to college even though its holiday, but it was all fun afterall. I got to meet Tarra and Michelle and Rachel every week. My ADP peeps. And I got to know lots and lots of B. Psy. students. Need i say more, its my beloved JJ3 that i see the most during this holiday.

This blog is dedicated to my fellow JJ3.

*flashback*

On that day (i forgot what day was it), we were being separated into groups. We were told that we'll be seeing each other a lot and eat and "sleep" with each other and do stuff together.
I did not know anybody from my group. Then i got to know this crappy fella with long hair(first impression). Little did i know that he's a very capable team co-ordinator and a joker at the same time. Kok Wui, our leader. Then Rachel who looks very friendly and again little did i know that she's already 21 this year, pro in bowling and when it comes to Doraemon, u must no t forget her. Her favourite sentence "Mummy errr!!!" I thought she's around my age. I remember another crappy long hair guy who came late that day while we were having discussion. That's Wayne. Frankly speaking, i got a bit annoyed by him at first coz he had too many opinion. Little did i know that he's a wacky fella who plays Gina's role well and i love crapping with him. A very caaring guy too. Another quiet guy was sitting beside me. He's wearing specs and look nicely in pink t-shirt. He spoke softly unlike the other two and i know that he's from an Independent School like me. He's Yoke Yang. Little did i know that his jokes are damn funny sometimes and he has dance moves better than me. I love it when he took over so i din have to embarrass myself. Great partner! How could i leave out Louise, my all time great partner. I was so glad that she's my partner at the first sight coz she looks capable. I remember i quickly acknowledged her I'm Alexandra and we're partners once i got to know her name. hehe. I got excited. Little did i know that she's also 21 and she's very funny, blur and damn hardworking with 2 internships! I din get to see Marcus on that day coz he was absent. I know who's he anyway. I've seen him in training and once I knew he's in our group, i was like: we have a cool guy in our group! He's always wearing his stupid blue cap. He has a pair of very sexy black earring. And he's about my height. Little did i know that he can sing and likes to bully me. How can i forget that he could be nominated the best pretender and actor for Oscar Award!

What's so special about us is that we have family names for each other. This brilliant idea came from none other than Kok Wui. So before we realize, we're calling each other's nickname and this get us together and brought unity. Kok Wui the Dai Siu, Wayne the Low Yeah, Rachel the Bat Gu, Louise the Mm Yi Tai, Yoke Yang the Sam Sok Gong, Marcus the Lok Sok and finally me, the 7 Yi Po. Besides, since 2 out of 4 guys in our group have long hair, and they need to be TP girls sometimes, girl's name was give to Kok Wui, who calls himself Kok Mei, Wayne says he's Gina, and Yoke Yang turned into Yoke Yen (hey how come Marcus doesnt have one~)

Throughout this entire two months (or less?), we've done so much together. Meeting, crapping, makan, sing k, bowling, shopping, mentoring, Hardgay-ing, chatting, bullying........... I was thinking one day when i was driving home. How funny to observe how ppl connect with each other in a fairly short time. Then i figured it out. Its TRUST i guess.

Sad to say, course's starting, holiday's ending.
~Cheers to JJ3~


It happened...

Xaxa has not been in a very good mood lately.
Xaxa knows very clear the reasons of being not so happy these few days.
Xaxa's friends noticed too and had been very caring.
Xaxa's friends asked what happened.
Xaxa was struggling to tell or not.
Xaxa decided, for once, not to tell anybody about it.
Xaxa remembers.
It happened, we went through it, it ended. Then it starts all over again.
Not only for Xaxa, everybody will go through this.
Its a matter of if u're aware of it or not.
Xaxa knows the best.
Xaxa will deal with it.
Xaxa will be back in no time^^

Monday, August 13, 2007

Birthday. Guilt. Sorry

Mood as of Now: Dying of guilt
Reason Behind: I totally forgot Dai Lou's Birthday

There you go. What can I say. I still kacau-ed him in the middle of the night yesterday. He still msg-ed back without giving me a single tiny hint. Then this morning when i woke up and saw his msg "Haih sbd forgot my birthday ah~~~" I quickly checked the calender and GASP!!!! {who ask u dont have Friendster to remind me. bluek^^}
So sorry to forget his birthday. No words can describe my feeling of guilt now. After all, he's a great friend. A friend who has been there all the while. {wei i'm also there la ok~ owez listen to his stupid stuff} He even belanja me makan when i got good results! {but i din let him~ see i'm so good}
So this blog entry is dedicated to my beloved Dai Lou-- Ng Kah Kian~
~HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY DAI LOU~
may all the leng lui-s in the world follow u~
may all the saham in the world go up because of u~
may all the cars be yours~
may all the flowers bloom for u~
may all the Subway sandwiches go to u coz u hate them~
may all the Yong Tao Fu stall zap lap coz u're opening one~
may.... i dono la~
add: may all the houses, streets, cars, loans blaaa blaa blaa go to u coz u want them^^
*Best wishes*
"Happy birthday to you
You are born in the zoo
Like the monkey and donkey
Elephant just like you"
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I'm sorry dear friends if I forget YOUR birthday. I even forget Tin's birthday sometimes^^
coz I'm not good in remembering birthday~ If its not because of Friendster always send messages into my inbox to remind me, I wouldnt have remembered that everybody has a birthday and everyday there's people celebrating birthday. I guess I've been taking for granted. Sorry!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

There goes another stupid chain mail in my inbox. I really hate it when people actually take the time to send these oh-so-threatening crap to their friends when they can enjoy a big Quater Pounder or just do something else. Something more useful to your stomach and your physical well-being.

At the end of this chain mail, it says "Send this to everyone in ur list or u will have bad luck in ur love. U will get kissed on Friday. Don't break this! if u have love 4 some 1 copy n send this to ur whole list. in 5 mins ur true love will call!!!!!"
*roll eyes* like i desparately need a kiss on Friday! What if my grandfather calls after 5 mins, he's my true love?!
Anywayz, i dont wana have bad luck either ahahaha! Instead of taking the trouble to sending it to everyone and making ppl hate me like i hate them for sending these, i might as well just put it here^^
so this blog is dedicated to the one i love~
[i know you're wondering who...my mother canot ah!]

P/S: fonts in orange are my very own and personal comment heeheehee

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When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
>>she might be sick or hungry or in a bad mood

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
>>she sees no reason to argue with you coz u'll win anyway~

When a GIRL looks at u with eyeful of question,
She is wondering how long will you be around.
>>she might be hungry and wana ask u what and where to eat

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few second
She is not at all fine.
>>she might be blur at that time! you know, delayed reaction, it happens all the time

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
>>she might be thinking of perveted stuff^^

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.
>>yea true!

When girl say they miss you,
No one in this world can miss you more than her.
>>oh no your mother might miss u more!

Friday, August 10, 2007

i just cant get enough of this song and the dance move~

pwahahaha~ and the lyrics is so funny^^ tsk tsk tsk

1. Your nickname that is used the most? What is the reason behind the nickname?
younger days friends call me Da Jun coz they wana make the Xiao become Da i dono why~
then Botak coz i hate cutting my hair and whenever i cut it i complain a lot.
then Segambut coz dear Mr. Anthony use to call me that!!!!! oh and "one one" coz i got A1 for English and 1119. thx to dear Mr. Anthony also~
All of a sudden i have a name call 7 Yi Po for no reason by JJ3~it means 7th grand aunt.

2. Your height? Be honest now.
k i am.............158cm~ small and petite^^

3. This is lame and has been asked loads of times, but... What were you thinking about before going to bed?
stuff like what happened that day and what will happen next~why did stupid stuff happened~
what are they doing? what is he doing?


4. Are you long-winded or short-winded?
short but long~ long but short~

5. If you don't get sick for a very long time, you'll get Leukemia.
oh long time no sick adi~ shit i'm dying of leukemia!!! pls let me sick for once in a month~

6. I forgot to ask. You birthdate? And year.. Don't be shy.
18-11-19xx never too shy to tell my birthday^^

7. What's your favourite word? Any language.
shibalnim to tin tin~ its korean

8. Ever wondered why the eyes of a caucasian or our fellow Western friends in general have coloured eyes, and not the Asians?
no

9. Given a chance, what's the wildest thing you would do?
kill ppl i guess

10. Do you have an MSN life?
who doesnt? no msn no life k

11. You tag...
you you and you

Hand in Hand

See the fire in the sky
We feel the beating of our hearts together
This is our time to rise above
We know the chance is here to live forever
For all time
Hand in hand we stand
All across the land
We can make this world
A better place in which to live
Hand in hand we can
Start to understand
Breaking down the walls
That come between us for all time
Hand in hand~
Everytime we give it all
We feel the flame eternally inside us
Lift our hands up to the sky
The morning calm helps us to live in harmony
For all time
Hand in hand we stand
All across the land
We can make this world
A better place in which to live
Hand in hand we can
Start to understand
Breaking down the walls
That come between us for all time
For all time
Hand in hand we stand
All across the land
We can make this world
A better place to live
Hand in hand we can
Start to understand
Breaking down the walls
That come between us for all time
Hand in hand
Hand in hand
Hand in hand


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1988 Korea Olympic Official Theme Song
hand in hand hand in hand hand in hand hand in hand
lalalalalalalalala~

Monday, August 6, 2007

something you might want to know about me

FOODOLOGY
Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
~ thousand island
Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
~ mcD
Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
~ anywhere where there's nice food to serve
Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
~ i dont really pay bills^^
Q.
What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of?

~ rice.
Q. What are your pizza toppings ofchoice?
~ cheesy cheesy cheese
Q. What do you like to put on yourtoast?
~ butter+fried egg+ turkey breast ham yummilicious!
Q. What is your favorite type of gum?
~ chewing gum

TECHNOLOGY
Q. Number of contacts in your cellphone?
~ 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999
Q. Number of contacts in your emailaddress book?
~ 99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999
Q. What is your wallpaper on yourcomputer?
~ VW Golf GTI
Q. How many televisions are in yourhouse?
~ 1 in living room 1 in storeroom

BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
~ right
Q. Do you like your smile?
~ of coz! ppl say its sweet! quote my primary school form teacher :" wow she has the sweetest smile of all!" quote my bio teacher:" wah ur smile vr chan lan and sweet!" quote an auntie in the market: " wah ur daughter has sweet smile!" quote the ban min autie near my house:" wah ur daughter has a vr chan lan smile!"
i'm not gona quote another 10000000 ppl! LMAO

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
~ hairy hairy hairy. teeth. tonsil.
Q. What is the heaviest item you liftedlast?

~ laundry
Q. How tall are you?
~ 158cm
Q: Are u happy with your height?
~ can be better
Q: How heavy are you?
~ 47kg
Q: Are u happy with your weight?
~ damn happy! pls remain!


BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
~ NO
Q: How do you want to die?
~ i want to die happily and contented after i've accomplish everything!

Q. Is love for real?
~ yes
Q. If you could change your first name,what would you change it to?

~ i never wana change it
Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
~ white.
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-fooditem by mistake?
~ fish-bone. since, i have phobia eating fish with lots of bones!
Q. Have you ever saved someone's life?
~ yes. i save ppl from boredom everyday
Q. Has someone ever saved yours?

~ yes. ppl save me from boredom everyday

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you walk naked for a half miledown a public street for $100,000?

~ no. not even for $999999999999999999999999999999999999
Q. Would you kiss a member of the samesex for $100?
~ err can consider if the pay is more. say $1000?
Q. Would you allow one of your littlefingers to be cut off for $200,000?
~ only a dumbass will do that
Q. Would you never blog again for$50,000?
~ no. cant take away my freedom for money. i blog randomly not dutily.
Q. Would you pose nude in a magazine for $250,000?
~ no. not even $9999999999999999999.
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle ofhot sauce for $1000?
~ no.
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for1,000,000?
~ no.
Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
~ no.

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?

~ dun have a pocket at the moment
Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a goodmovie?
~ sounds bad to me by the word"napoleon". "dynamite" is even worse.
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet inyour house?
~ yeap. my platform has hardwood.
Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
~ stand.
Q: Could you live with roommates?

~ yes as long as she doesnt steal my things and nag me.
Q: How many pairs of flip-flops do you own?
~ 2 of my own and a few shared with mum
Q: Where were you born?
~ malaysia truly asia
Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?

~ i want to be what i eventually will be
Q: when do u want to get married? (age)
~ any age is ok as long as i get married.
Q: Who do you want to be with the rest of your life?
~ my parents LOL if that's possible. my siblings. ppl who loves me and ppl i love.
Q: kisses or hugges?
~ hugs
Q: flowers or ring ?
~ ring. i never know how to appreciate flowers.


LASTOLOGY
Q: Friend you talked to?

~ tin tin.
Q: Last person you called?
~tin tin obviously! u only call the person u like to talk with!
Q: Last person you hugged?
~ bryan
Q: Last person you loved?
~ anonymous
Q: Last restaurant you went to
~ ulu yam reng reng's restaurant!! <33

FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?

~ 2
Q: Color?
~ orange!
Q: Season?
~ spring
Q:Type of guy/girl?
~ cute face. broad shoulders. sexy legs. good personality.
Q: Fav Food?
~ everything that i can EAT
Q: Fav Drink?
~ fruit punch. V is for vitagen its good for our digestion!
Q: FavFruit?
~ bananananananananananana

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
~ seriously missing the one who's reading this. YOU!
Q: Mood?
~ bla bla
Q: Listening to?
~ avril's best damn thing
Q: Watching?
~ myself typing this answer
Q: Worrying about?
~ how am i going to tell him what happened

RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?

~ bathroom
Q: What can you not wait to do?

~ go to sku
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
~ harry potter and the order of phoenix~ eeewww
Q: Do you smile often?
~ yea.
Q: Are you a friendly person?

~ depends on my mood. can be the most irritating creature on earth and can make u feel like u owe me $999999999999999999999999999999999